Aku terdiam di cafe’ itu, sebuah cafe kecil di sudut utara kota Bandung dengan view sedikit berkabut. Awan bergulung-gulung di langit yang anehnya tidak kunjung hujan. Aku menyeruput minuman panas bernama Bandrex itu sambil menunggu dia, menunggu gadis yang mengajarkan aku bahwa wanita yang terlihat lemah bisa menyimpan kekuatan untuk tegar yang mengagumkan.

Ya.. dia wanita yang jika kamu lihat sepintas adalah wanita dengan label ‘fragile‘ menempel di  jidatnya (oke gw menggunakan perumpamaan yang aneh), tapi jika saatnya fragility itu harus mengalami ujian yang berat, ternyata dia bisa jauh bertahan melebihi semuanya..

Benar kata orang, kamu tahu kamu kuat saat kamu mesti menghadapi sesuatu yang memaksamu untuk kuat

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Stay / I Miss You itu aslinya lagunya Lisa Loeb.. yap Pop Mellow. But yang aku bicarakan disini adalah Stay / I Miss You yang diremake sama New Found Glory

You said that I was naive, and I thought that I was strong. I thought, “hey, I can leave, I can leave.” Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, ’cause I missed you. Yeah, I missed you. You said you caught me cause u want me and one day you’ll let me go. You try to give away a keeper, or keep me ’cause you know you’re just scared to lose. And you say, “Stay.”

And here’s the story about that song… And yep.. all FICTION categories on this blog are actually real, I write it as a FICTION because one burdening reason for me alone to bear.

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I had my lessons in my life, it was good, harsh, some of it are unexpected or overrated, But
still it is a lesson of life which is priceless.

Many years I learn about it, and one day.. when I’m on a verge of death… suddenly it come into
my mind and I want to write about it…

loh, Eru on a brink of death?

Azalea, Azalea…. Azalea is a beautiful girl, that stole attention, unlike moon that only reflecting Sun’s light. Azalea is a Sun. Hmm.. Maybe I exaggerating it too much, but Indeed she’s a Sun.

A lot of people will admire her…. There’s something about her presence that engulfing people with calmness… because she always smiling. But a lot of people too will envy on her… because there’s something about her presence that steal attention

Envy… that’s a word people will ‘reflect’ on their eyes… Specially woman… there’s something in woman’s gene about jealousy and competition…

She is born beautiful? So what? Her soul is also beautiful? So what?

If they know that there are pains inside that beautiful look, if they know how much her ‘smiling’ face cries at night. They would not look her in ‘Envy’ anymore… in fact they would love her… fell the need to protect her from those pains…

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